how to say goodbye by NightmareChild103, literature
Literature
how to say goodbye
'i never learned to say goodbye
as a child people walked away
as an adult it kept happening
i was never given a sign
never given a wave
they just disappeared
how do u have closure
when u weren't given time
to say what was unsaid
to have one last word
i never learned the meaning of goodbye
so i was always left there waiting
holding that door open
holding my breath
waiting to see you again
i never said goodbye
so could never let go
life a tragedy not lived by NightmareChild103, literature
Literature
life a tragedy not lived
Emptiness overtook my soul I never really knew how to cope
I just felt like a ticking time bomb waiting for
my massive explosion the the breakdown i had always been waiting for
i always knew these walls would start crumbling down around me
that it would be i alone to stand amongst the rubble
that was once this horrific tale i called a life
i who am trapped within these walls of my own sorrow and self inflicted pain
how could i keep everyone at arm's length
for so long not breaking my facade for one moment not even in the darkness of my own dwelling
I love that you will always be . . . an enemy by NightmareChild103, literature
Literature
I love that you will always be . . . an enemy
I love that you will always be there
my constant reminder of what a
fuck up I can be
you will be here to watch me fail
no matter what . . . you will
to whisper and taunt
Because of you i know just how how ugly you words can be
I am these scars I show on my skin
I'll always be the pun of your sick jokes
These jabs you make let me know what you really feel
I'm here for your entertainment
I'd rather be lonely then have you in my company
Like cement here you are weighing me down
The thought of you haunts me
It's quite unsettling the way you make me feel
like a hammer to my heart
like acid in my tears
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